She's Near - I Can Feel It

Mom has been near me for the past couple of weeks.  

In addition to the many signs - mourning doves and bumper stickers and random feelings of connection - I just know it in my heart.

I feel it.

Plagued by self-doubt and disappointment, I have needed my mother's love and reassurance.  Now that the raw pain of her death has softened, I can embrace her presence and be comforted. 

I hope she stays close.

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